All bottled up

Recently, i've been writing in my paper journal more than i've done anything online. i'm not sure why, when i have about 50 posts just waiting to grace the internet - but they seem bottled up inside..not quite willing to shout my thougts to the world. Maybe i'm in a quiet part of my life, who knows. i'm not destressed by it but would like to get some of this stuff out of my brain/heart so i can fill it up with other good things!